homesick

as it once again approaches my birthday, Wednesday February 25 (i'll be 14), I once again feel homesick. I live away from my loved ones. I miss them sooooooo much, especially my neise and uncle robert and my gramsey. I just wish the hurting would go away. I saw gramsey at christmas and neise and uncle robert last weekend, but i don't get to see them often. it hurts when I see them and then i have to leave. it seems like it hasn't been a long trip. i always seem to be upset, sometimes i even cry. i want more than anything to see them more. i want more than anything to be in alabama where i belong and where my true home is. will i ever make it back to the place i love and know and belong? i guess i will have to wait and find out.